are you being nice?

Here I am, being sad and ridiculous because Jon isn't here. Because Odin is gone also. Somehow that one is easier to deal with and that makes me sound awful. It's easier because I knew this was part of the deal, part of getting out of Michigan and into Someplace New, losing Odin periodically for two years. It's important for him to spend time with his MI family before he moves away anyway. So, ugh. I am here, baby-less and fiance-less and I am distressed and such about it.
I finished my drunk-all-the-time phase and my spend-too-much-money phase and I'm entering my distract-yourself phase. We'll see how that goes I suppose.
I have no real desire to type right now.
When I do I am nowhere near a computer. I should, however, start considering things to do with Yakira and I selling craftiness and dyed fiber and yarns, so I suppose I will go sew those crochet squares together and consider... options.