minotaur

I feel like crap; I think I have been working too fucking much.
Rearranging stock on dozens of shelves, disassembling metal shelving and reassembling it as it towers over my head, carrying hundred-pound out-of-date machinery around, etc.
Every day I come home from work and pass out for awhile. I just can't help it. I feel so tight in my shoulders but I can't bring myself to do any yoga. I just want to go to sleep for a dozen years.
Tomorrow will be better. The only "work" I'm doing is cleaning the ice cream machine. The heaviest thing I'm going to move is a couple quarts of ice cream mix. Then it's nothing but entering numbers into a spreadsheet and sitting through a meeting. Lie. Two meetings. Ugh. SOMEbody is buying me a fucking coffee tomorrow.
I want to knit but can't focus on anything. I think I'll finish my hipsters tonight, since I got all slack-monster about them and because the whole decrease round-purl round-repeat thing is pretty simple. I'm knitting the small size and they looooook gigantor. Probably they won't be. I'm sure I'm just being silly. I already went down a few needle sizes, soooo. If they are too gigantic, I am just going to donate them to someone with a massive ass. Or at least a normal sized ass.
My lack of ass is really bothering me these days. It's making it difficult to even produce my OWN undergarments/swimsuit, much less buy some.
Anyway. Moving on.
Now that I spent an hour asleep on the couch I feel a little more spunky. Still not remotely good. Certainly not good enough to clean the house like it needs, to clean Horus' cage like I ought to, to do a load of laundry (but who can blame me? It's two buildings over from mine and it's flipping cold outside!), so instead I'm sitting on the couch with Odin watching an old Batman VHS. Looking at my yarn. Observing, observing.
My sock is sitting at the desk, my cardigan is right behind me on the couch, and six other projects are leering at me from across the room. I really do think the hipsters are going to win out in the end, though. If I get really sassy tonight I will probably even seam them, and do the crochet edging along the top. I am really not sure I'm going to do it along the leg openings, so I made sure to keep a slipped-stitch edge on both the front and back juuuust in case. There's almost nothing I hate more than a bumpity stockinette-stitch edge on something. Anything.
Plus I want to finish them so I can send pics to Jon :) Mid-June is creeping closer and closer, but not soon enough for my taste. It's already Mid-May, and so I only have a few weeks at work until my vacation, yay! That I'm *definitely* looking forward to...
Ugh. Okay, feeling awake enough to go make a pot of tea, to read Odin stories, to take a long bath and a long shower and get in bed with a movie and some yarn. I'll just do it all reaaaaally slowly and I'll be okay ;)